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Name: Kyle
Country: United States
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Birthday: 7/25/1985
Gender: Male
Interests: A life without suffereing
Expertise: Dreamin, watchin out for those around me. Praising and worshiping God Almighty. Church, Evangelism. Walking in the way of the lord
Occupation: Believer
Industry: Other
Message: message me
AIM:  sydude04
MSN: pizzaman313@msn.com
Member Since:
7/1/2003
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| The school year is almost over YAY!! However summer is about to start and I'm not going far. I'm staying at school this summer to get some classes out of the way. My friend and I got an apartment for the summer, its pretty cool, has a beach house feel to it....even though there is no beach...or lakes, anywhere near us.
I don't know who still reads these things, with myspace and facebook out there, but if you do than awesome. So if I want to talk to people who live on another continent who i havent seen in a long time, this is how i have to do it. Becasue everytime I call you I get some lady who doesnt speak english. I dial the right numbers, the numbers ive used for a long time, and always, its the same thing.
I want to tell you that I might be going there for Christmas with my family. I know my dad wants to go down there. But I just wanted to tell you that, so there is some hope left.
Even though I have not been thinking about anything related to us in a LONG time, I'm SO excited, I love seeing old friends.
If you ever get a chance to use a computer.......please shoot me an email, or an IM...anything
Thats all for now
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| Get me out of here, away from all this, take me back to a different time, put me into a different world, with a different life. Just like before.
I need to get away from these people. I wish I was able to go somewhere, change my name and start a new life. Not that life now is awful, but I just want something new, something more....me, thats all I want.
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| Who am I, I am me, who else am I suppose to be.
Everyone talks, nobody listens, therfore when you speak nobody hears you.
You speak of yourself, but since people assume and they know you, they still dont hear you.
The believe whatever they want to believe.
I know who I am, I'm just an ordinary guy trying to find his place in this world. I'm always looking for something greater. Always wanting something else. I cant just take a piece of pie and be happy, i must have ice cream to go along with it.
But then I like to think about things before I do them, have a order on how I will do things, and it is by this order that I live. For instance, I wont go to bed without brushing my teeth, and I wont put the peanut butter on the bread unless I already know what jelly im going to use. Its complicated.
I pull away for a reason you know, I may be pulled to someone but then I know they arnt pulled to me, so I try to back away before I get trapped.
what do I have to do to be recognized as a human? to know that I exist. I have a personality you know, sure it may be a little morbid but thats only because people around me make me this way, I have a hard time finding the light in so much darkness.
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| How do I describe these past 48 hours....exciting..unforgettable...illuminating..............sad....depressing....speechless....empty.
We had our DREAM conference this weekend. And once again I delivered an award winning mock rock. We took 2nd place in that category...it was a awsome. I learned how to juggle as well which is really cool.
My grandpa died yesterday, I got a call around 4 30 from my aunt telling me he was dead. I didnt know how to react. I called my mother and she already knew and so did father, he was away on business though so my mom was all alone. I had a banquet dinner following that in closing of DREAM...I almost didnt go, but then again, I wanted to be there in case I won anything...which of course I did.
I still dont really know how to feel...somone dies....and I go about my life...what am i suppose to do.
Then after everything last night I had some good friends come over for a while. Me, Haley and Crystal and I went out to rent ourselves some movies.
...sigh....
Rest in peace gramps...
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| So today was really good. First...i had a good nights sleep, then my 1st two classes both got out an hour early so I was kinda bored for a while then statistics was pretty easy. After that, I came back to my room where i just zoned out for a few hours while I pondered on the arts of becoming a Jedi...hmm.
After that I went down to the lower level classroom, where I made a moss covered cow out of cardboard.... please dont ask why...I just did it. Latly Ive been finding myself to be very artistic...I can make pretty much anything out of anything or anyone...heheh.
Then I ran into Sasha on the way to the market..and being how short she is, standing next to the candy mahine looked like a little kid waiting for someone to come put a quarter in the machine..and then we hugged, like normal, shes cool.
Then just a second agao..I had some food and some neighbors came in while I was eating it and watching something on the computer and started complaing on how rude i was for not entertaining them, well..h..excuse me..you walked into my room...without an invitation, and I wasnt the one calling YOU the other night at 1 am asking if I could come over..NO wasnt me.
I dont care if I like listening to depressing music, some of its actually really nice and lovly especially across the stars by john williams. If I ever get married that song will play at the wedding during the procession and crap.
well that all for now.
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